I cannot tell you
Why I'm hiding
I cannot tell you why I'm scared
I wish I could
Maybe I can
Please don't repeat this
Don't even read it out loud
If he finds out
I don't want to know
What he might do
He might hurt me
Scar me for life
Or kill me if he can
So please don't tell
What I'm about to write down
You wanted to know
I've been holding it back
Please help me out
My foster dad
Hates me
He wants to kill me bad
I've done nothing wrong
He just likes beating me up
He thinks that its fun
Whenever he's drunk
I hide
Whenever he's not
I cry
Now he can't find me
Nobody can
I'm writting this down as fast as I can
I'll be so happy when he leaves
I've been planning this for a while
I'll run as fast as I can
And I'll leave this on your door step
If you want to find me
It will be to late
I'll be dead
And they won't find me easly
Trust me I'm good at hiding
This would of never happened
If you just kept me
You should of never left me
See what happens
When you just leave kids at home
You don't know how I found you
You don't know why
You adopted me but soon
Left me with him
Turn on the News
They'll find me soon,
Your Foster kid
You
You don't know who I am
You think you know what I'm like
You seem to know everything about me
You think I fell down those stairs
You think I ran into that wall
You think I fell and hurt my back on accident
You think I hit my head on my bed
You think you know what happened
You think I'm just really clumsy
You think my foster dad is really nice
You think he feeds me every night
You think all of the wrong things
You don't know whats going on
You want to know why I'm so paranoid
You wish you never did find out
You want to know why I never told
You soon feel my pain
You told someone when I thought I could trust you
You thought you did the right thing
You wish this never happened
You now see me dead
You have to pretend like you know nothing
You have to help bury your best friend
You wish you knew sooner
You wish you could of saved me
You wish you didn't tell
You just don't know who I am