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Name: Carrie
Country: United States
State: Nevada
Metro: Las Vegas
Birthday: 4/8/1991
Gender: Female


Interests: Greg...ok i'll be serious, Biology, lab tech, umm DNA, Ok, im gonna be a CSI Lab Tech when i'm older! :D Ummm Rock, THE WHO! I LOVE THE WHO! And my friends rock! I guess, they never come here so i wouldn't know. *Looks pointedely at friends*
Expertise: Ex-pe-rt-is-e.......Di-ct-io-na-ry....:D Uhh Science right now, I have an A in it! Oh yea go me go me *Does got an A dance*
Occupation: Research and development
Industry: Research


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Member Since: 5/9/2005

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Tuesday, February 07, 2006

Hiding

I cannot tell you

Why I'm hiding

I cannot tell you why I'm scared

I wish I could

Maybe I can

Please don't repeat this

Don't even read it out loud

If he finds out

I don't want to know

What he might do

He might hurt me

Scar me for life

Or kill me if he can

So please don't tell

What I'm about to write down

You wanted to know

I've been holding it back

Please help me out

My foster dad

Hates me

He wants to kill me bad

I've done nothing wrong

He just likes beating me up

He thinks that its fun

Whenever he's drunk

I hide

Whenever he's not

I cry

Now he can't find me

Nobody can

I'm writting this down as fast as I can

I'll be so happy when he leaves

I've been planning this for a while

I'll run as fast as I can

And I'll leave this on your door step

If you want to find me

It will be to late

I'll be dead

And they won't find me easly

Trust me I'm good at hiding

This would of never happened

If you just kept me

You should of never left me

See what happens

When you just leave kids at home

You don't know how I found you

You don't know why

You adopted me but soon

Left me with him

Turn on the News

They'll find me soon,

Your Foster kid

 

You

You don't know who I am

You think you know what I'm like

You seem to know everything about me

You think I fell down those stairs

You think I ran into that wall

You think I fell and hurt my back on accident

You think I hit my head on my bed

You think you know what happened

You think I'm just really clumsy

You think my foster dad is really nice

You think he feeds me every night

You think all of the wrong things

You don't know whats going on

You want to know why I'm so paranoid

You wish you never did find out

You want to know why I never told

You soon feel my pain

You told someone when I thought I could trust you

You thought you did the right thing

You wish this never happened

You now see me dead

You have to pretend like you know nothing

You have to help bury your best friend

You wish you knew sooner

You wish you could of saved me

You wish you didn't tell

You just don't know who I am


Monday, January 16, 2006

Currently Listening
American Idiot
By Green Day
She gets so sick of crying .....
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Somedays he feels like dying, she gets so sick of crying.....:P It's dead around here :O Someone comment!!!!!  I'm bored, i'll put more later when my sister isnt bugging the hell outta me...


Wednesday, December 28, 2005

Currently Listening
The Road and the Radio
By Kenny Chesney
:D he's hot lol
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I forgot Mary Ellis tagged me I have to tell 5 interesting things about myself..hmmm....

1) I randomly spout pro feminist things at men who don't want to hear it. But of course they deserve it...sometimes.

2)I, like most other girls, can consume vast amounts of choclate at any given time. Especially in depression, and when watching a sappy movie.

3) I hate Barney. There I said it. He scares me.

4)I always end up falling in love with my best guy friend. It's my fate, I've learned to accept it.

5)Even though I'm a rock and roll emo type, I love listening to country music. It scares my classmates to know this.


Monday, December 19, 2005

Currently Watching
House of Wax (Widescreen Edition)
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(Tuba talking) "Ultimately even his tuba could no longer stand to be played by him, so it commited brass instrument suicide in front of the entire band family-something that Professor Kachooski over there will no doubt confirm has never happened before in all the centuries of recorded music history." I'm not very cheered by my tuba's story to me, with it's implied threat at the end. "Now listen up," I say to my tuba, shaking it slightly, ''Nobody's talking about commiting suicide here. You and I are old comrades in arms. We've gotten through tough moments before."

Ha i'm making him sound stupid, now i need to put in a sad part of the story:

And he begins to drag me along the hallway, toward the door to the basement. I have a sudden very vivid flashback from our last visit to the basement-I feel his thick leather belt lashing my back and shoulders as I try to ward off blows to my face. My body recoils from the memory and I yank away from him.

Another excerpt from 'You Don't Know Me' very sad isn't it?? Seeya people's later!

::Watches House of Wax:: NOO DON'T GO IN DON'T GO IN!!

 


Friday, December 16, 2005

Currently Reading
You Don't Know Me
By David Klass
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You don't know me. Just for example, you think I'm upstairs in my room doing homework. Wrong. I'm not in my room. I'm not doing my homework. And even if I were up in my room I wouldn't be doing my homework, so you'd still be wrong. And it's not really my room. It's your room because it's in your house. I just happen to live there right now. And it's not really my homework, because my math teacher Mrs. Moonface, assigned it, and she's going to check it, so it's really her homework. Her name's not Mrs. Moonface, by the way. It's really Mrs. Garlic Breath. No it's not. It's really Mrs. Gabriel, but I just call her Mrs. Garlic Breath, except for the times when I call her Mrs. Moonface. Confused? Deal with it.

That would be a quote from You Don't Know Me by David Klass. It's rather depressing, and very confusing. But it has it's moments of humor. READ IT!



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